Thursday, August 9, 2012

Regrets

     People say that everyone has a regrets, that you can't not have one. But guess what, I don't. Sure, there are things I have done that I am not proud of, and I feel ashamed and remorse for doing it, but who hasn't? It's a part of life.
      If you were to have watched the movie Doom, you may remember the part where the guy stepped on the butterfly when they went back in time to the dinosaur period, and it changed the entire future. Well, that's how I've always felt about changing the past. And a regret is when you cant forgive yourself for something you've done and wish you could go back and change it. Well, if you did, something dramatic may have happend instead. Like say, someone goes back in time and stops 9/11 from happening, well, who is to say that there was a person who died in it who was going to make the next world war, and you just saved him? Everything has concinquenses, 'for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction', its needed in order to keep balance. For every death there is a birth. So no, I have no regrets, I have forgivin myself of my wrong doings, because, how can you expect someone else to forgive you, if you're unwilling to forgive yourself? It's selfish to expect something from someone that you're not even willing to do for yourself?  And also, what if, the I wrong thing I did in the past is what led me to have what I do now; being deeply inlove with an amazing man who loves me back. There isnt a single thing I could have done in the past to make it worth while to change it if it meant risking what I have now with my amazing boyfriend Daniel <3

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