This was something I had written when I was laying awake in bed and couldn't sleep because I couldn't stop thinking. It's nothing special, it's just some thoughts that I had wrote down.
You know how when someone you knew passes away, and you think to yourself, 'I wish I knew it was going to happen.' but really, sometimes the ignorance of not knowing is better. whether it may be selfish or not. with knowing, you can charish those moments more, take them less for granted. but at the same time, the more of the moments you have, the closer it gets to the final moment. and you hate yourself for feeling bad, for you could only imagine what they must be going throu. and in those quiet moments in the day, your mind wanders, to those good times, the laughs the smiles.. then to the painful realization that, one day, there wont be anymore laughs or smiles with that person... just memories.
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