I figured I would just write an entry about nothing and everything. Just kind of, lay here and type what ever comes to my mind. Okay, maybe not EVERYTHING that comes to mind... So, this could be a VERY long entry.. But I doubt that, because I'm kind of sleepy and I need to get up at 7am to get ready in time to walk to Dan's class. While we're on the topic of Dan~ :3 I had come across a .gif that sums up how I feel whenever I'm at home and Dan isn't online because he's in class/driving home or to work/teaching or if he is online and I just can't really talk to him because he's busy working on his grad school homework and I don't want to bug him to much... Here is that .gif:
Whenever Dan isn't around or online where I can really talk to him, I feel, kind of exactly like the .gif. I always just miss him so much when he's not around. I start to miss him before he's even out of sight. My heart's just like 'Dan, come back, I need you. Here. With me. Now.' And sometimes it makes me feel really sad, because the seconds feel like minutes, and the minutes feel like hours... But, then there's when I have to go somewhere, like if I'm walking to a store, or to the University, or if I'm busing some place, then, my mind fills with thoughts of Dan, and some of the goofy stuff he says or does, or just his laugh, and I can't help but have this biggest, silliest ear-to-ear smile on my face and giggle to myself. Like even now, just thinking of it, I have a silly grin on my face. His absence makes me sad because I miss him so much, but, when I think about him, and not think about how much I'm missing him, then it's like I'm living in my memories and thoughts of him, and it's comforting. It doesn't make me miss him any less.. It just, makes it easier.
Because without you Daniel, I'm incomplete <3
Well.. It's after midnight now. So. I should probably get some sleep o.o I need to get up in less than 7hrs. So I guess all this entry ended up being about was me missing Dan, lol. Oh well :P I will write up another blog entry tomorrow or something while I give Dan some time to work on his stuff he need to get done while I'm over at his place tomorrow(I guess technically today) and the rest of the weekend. I'm most likely going to make a semi-chronological order of all the different hair styles/colours I've had throughout the years :P mostly because some of them are interesting, and I though you guys might get a surprise/kick out of a few :P
So stay tuned for later~!
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